“my favorite part.”
(2024)
written, produced, filmed, & edited by John Alvarado.
LYRICS
[v]
red lip stains on the rim of your glass:
damn – i know how that feels.
'cause it's been
way too long since you kissed me like that.
now the thought is too real.
we keep going back & forth
although we swore
to leave it in the past.
the change doesn't last.
nah, the change won't last.
but now my
favorite part of me just ripped in half:
damn – i know how that feels.
'cause it's been
way too long since i got in my bag.
now the thought is too real.
we keep coming back to this.
we can't resist.
i need another hit.
how long will that last?
girl, how long will that last?
[c]
but i love it.
God help me, but baby i love it.
it's not your love, but baby it's something.
& i can't keep moving on now with nothing.
nothing.
maybe it's nothing.
nothing.
but i love it.
God help me, but baby i love it.
it's not your love, but baby it's something.
& i can't sleep these days 'cause it's nothing.
nothing.
maybe it's nothing.
nothing.
“ventilator.”
(2022)
written, produced, filmed, & edited by John Alvarado. (created for Instagram Reels.)
LYRICS
[v]
save me now from suffocating.
my words are fading.
but you’re just like my ventilator.
keep me from fading off
[pre-c]
into the night.
you can bring me back to life.
you can draw my breath to yours again.
I’ll inhale at your cadence.
[c]
just keep me right here.
just keep me right here.
would you keep me right here?
just keep me right here.
“consistency.”
(2022)
written, produced, filmed, & edited by John Alvarado. (created for Instagram Reels.)